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Sandy and Rolly's Online Journal
posted in chronological order Following a checkup in early July 2004, doctors diagnosed Sandy with breast cancer. In the months to follow, with the help of Rolly and her doctors, Sandy followed an aggressive regimen of cleansing her body. Sandy received a great outpouring of support, love, and prayers from all of you during this time. On January 7, 2006, Sandy took her last breath with Rolly at her side. Thank you for joining us in these days. |
Update posted on July 12, 2004 Everyone...thank you for your prayers for Sandy. This is an all new path for us and we are feeling many different emotions. Your continued prayers are important and greatly appreciated. Here is an update on Sandy's reported cancer. She had an MRI last Saturday and the report showed an additional problem. It is a lesion that covers more then one quadrant of the breast. Of course this is concerning, and is different from the intramammary lymph node already discovered. We are also pursuing a 2nd opinion and have a meeting Tuesday at 8AM (July 13). Tuesday afternoon we will be in a prayer meeting that is focusing on Sandy's needs. Our pursuit also includes a naturalpathic approach. Update posted on July 13, 2004 Sandy and Rolly experienced a handful of significant activities today. As mentioned in yesterday's update, we met with a new doctor this morning to seek a second opinion. This doctor from Troy Beaumont Hospital specializes exclusively in breast cancer surgery and care. Three separate friends have suggested this doctor, so we felt comfortable pursuing her medical advice. As we've quickly discovered, the cancer healing process is not a precise science--there are many unknowns and quite a few options of how to proceed. Not surprisingly, this second opinion differed slightly from our previous doctor's suggestions. Essentially, this doctor urged Sandy to act quickly--advising chemotherapy, radiation, and surgery asap. Even with this news, Rolly and Sandy have felt led to immediately fly to Seattle to investigate alternative treatment. Sandy and Rolly hope to learn everything there is to know about this healing option so they can make a fully informed decision of what path to choose, depending on God to lead them. In addition to all of this, Sandy experienced an uplifting time of prayer for her this evening, led by a unique group of prayer warriors from a church in Lansing. Wally Hostetter, an Outside the Box board member, is the missions pastor of this church. For Sandy, it was a very calming and reassuring time. She felt a great love from God for her through that experience. Please keep Sandy in your daily prayers. Update posted on July 15, 2004 We have been led by God to connect with an alternative treatment center in Seattle, where we still are today. After a long day of consultation and examination on July 15, Sandy has begun a treatment program for her cancer. We are both very settled that this is the right thing to do and feel, through several exciting circumstances and contacts, that this is God's hand of leading. One of Rolly's favorite verses out of Proverbs is "The mind of man plans his way, but God puts down our steps." This verse captures our sense of our walk right now. You can pray with us on these four needs: (1) that Sandy will adjust to the routine/regimine of treatment, (2) that Sandy's body will show some early signs of response, (3) that Rolly and Sandy will be creative in making adjustments to the travel and unusual lifestyle that they enjoy, and (4) that God's name be lifted up in the process of watching how He does His work during this process. Feel free to send emails to us anytime you want. Update posted on July 20, 2004 We promised you further details on Sandy and here they are. Sandy will be coming home from Seattle on Wednesday, July 21, and will begin a detailed program of alternative care. It includes careful intake of food, lots of pure water, an intense supplement program, use of a rife machine (sound frequencies), monitoring reports from testing, and several other important steps that include healthy environments and consistent routines. These actions are being taken with the knowledge and confidence of God’s leading us to an approach in which we believe. These steps require that Sandy stay at home in a less stressful environment for the next several months. That will be very different, as you are aware of our normal life schedule. We ask for your prayers for us and specifically for Sandy’s ongoing healing. Sandy is feeling just fine physically, we are both secure in each other’s hearts emotionally, and we know that God our Heavenly Father is the greatest care giver. All of you are so kind to ask what you can do and all we can say at this moment is pray. I am sure that there will be more specific needs that surface but for now we leave that to your insight and future knowledge. The four prayer requests on the last update (see below) still apply. If you go on the website to the outside the box schedule you can also see the events and projects continue and even become more intense in the months ahead. Add to your prayers, Ryan Richert and Holly Ingels as they help Rolly figure out the schedule in Sandy’s absence on the road. God is not surprised even though we are somewhat in shock. I am sure He has wonderful solutions to all our challenges ahead. That is it for now! Update posted on July 27, 2004 This is Sandy……………..I just want to thank you for the many phone calls, emails and notes of encouragement. What a blessing to be a part of God's family and have my many brothers and sisters in Christ hold me up to the throne of Grace. I feel God’s love and care through things like: needed items arriving from Washington way before expected, airport security checks allowing hand inspections and getting our reverse osmosis water system installed the first day I was home. God’s timing has been incredible. Since being back from Seattle I have launched full ahead into the routine of detoxifying my body and using the Rife frequency machine. I know God is the one who heals as I use these tools and resources. My job continues as CFO for Outside the Box and once again as artist liaison for Youth Specialties. Thankfully I am able to do this work for YS at home. In closing I ask you to pray for Lesa and Chad as they experienced a miscarriage at 10 weeks this past week. The scripture that has given great hope in the past weeks has been Proverbs 3:5 & 6 Trust in the Lord with all your heasrt and lean not unto your own understanding. In ALL your ways acknowledge Him and He WILL direct your path. Update posted on August 19, 2004 The daily routines of care for Sandy’s body are well established now. We are learning how to take care of Sandy in the midst of the rest of life going on. This week, we are celebrating 36 years of marriage—it is perfect because we are home together! Also this week, we are packing up Sandy’s care supplies and going to Indiana for two days to take care of Roman while Lesa and Chad are celebrating their 6th anniversary. It will be good therapy to spend some time with Roman. Maybe Sandy can sing a song to Roman that she enjoys singing every day, “This is the day the Lord has made, and I will rejoice and be glad in it.” Thank you for your prayers! Update posted on September 2, 2004 I cannot say enough about my precious husband who is attentively and tenderly caring for me these days in a brand new way. He cooks three meals a day for me, does the grocery shopping, monitors my calls, makes me take naps, and has even gotten the laundry caught up for now! (I was getting way behind in this area and he really needed underwear!) We had such a great time in Indiana caring for Roman over our 36th anniversary. He WAS good therapy for both of us! What a sweet natured little boy. It was pure joy to just sit and hold him for hours or lay with him on the floor making goofy sounds with his stuffed animals! Everyone always wants to know how I am doing. As the days and weeks have progressed, I have had many good moments and some bad moments – moments when I have to ask the Lord to help me “take my thoughts captive.” There are times that I cry – cry because I’m overwhelmed by the kindnesses and words of encouragement of friends – or cry because God sweetly reminds me of His love for me and His awesome character – or cry because I need and want His leading so desperately. He IS leading…each day at least one thing happens that assures me of this in one way or another. Today it was a simple email. Several days ago, at God’s prompting, I had told a friend via phone to give a hug to another friend many miles away. I learned today the timeliness of that hug. This person had had a really hard day and needed a special “God-sent” hug! I will be doing a test the end of this week (9/2). I hope to get the results back within 2 weeks and this will give me a marker as to what progress my body is making. The one who created me holds me securely with His strong arm! Hallelujah. Along this uncharted journey, I desire to be drawn closer to God. The beautiful part is that He tells us in James 4:8 “Draw near to God and He will draw near to you.” I am deeply enjoying this process – His working in and through my heart as I spend time with Him. I love each of you and I’m so grateful for your prayers and love. May you have a blessed day and as the song says “This is the day that the Lord hath made. I will rejoice and be glad in it!” PS – Rolly has written a new prayer letter that Ryan has posted on our website. Just click on the star button that says “September Prayer Letter.” Update posted on September 29, 2004 Well, friends, we are still waiting on test results because I made a mistake on the address when I sent in the test! It was a silly error on my part that caused it to come back to us 2 weeks after I mailed it!!! Soooo, I had to start over - mailed it in Sept. 20 - and now we wait again for at least 2 weeks for a reply. Due to the generosity of some very dear friends, we have added juicing to my diet with an Omega juicer. What a great way to get lots of nutrition. Rolly has become quite the coneseur of producing yummy flavors! Last Monday & Tuesday we visited Roman and his Mommy & Daddy again for a few hours. I felt strong enough to take Roman on a walk with the stroller while Rolly helped Lesa take care of a car problem. This past weekend was the first Youth Specialties convention in Anaheim. I really missed being there with everyone, but Holly, Mike, Alex and Sarah took great care of the many artists who were a part of the event. The Dallas convention begins October 7, so the next few days will be filled with getting info to the participating artists. My days are full with my daily routine. It feels self-absorbed at times, but I feel compelled to faithfully apply the plan. I'm really looking forward to getting the test results back and will report to you all when they arrive! May God's peace and grace be with YOU today! Update posted on October 7, 2004 Good news about Sandy!!! Click HERE to hear Sandy tell about her latest test results. This file will open in your media player. Update posted on December 1, 2004 I continue to feel stronger and quite well. I am excited to get another test result in a few days. Having both my sisters here during November was wonderful. They took some time off work to keep me fed, make me laugh, and helped me work on my Creative Memories—worked on Lesa and Chad’s wedding pictures. We hope to receive the results of my next test by early next week. I will keep you posted on what God is doing. We had a great Thanksgiving with all of our children on Friday and Saturday. Little Roman is now almost 10 months old. We played games, watched a movie, and held Roman a lot. Your prayers continue to be a source of strength, peace, and power. Thank you for standing with us during these days. God bless YOU! Update posted on December 7, 2004 My dear praying friends ~ It is a rainy, dreary Tuesday morning here in MI, but my soul is rejoicing! We received new test results over the weekend and God is continuing to eradicate the cancer through my protocol! I still have to stick close to home to keep on track and avoid all the winter "germs," but my heart is singing praises to our loving Father. I'm also listening to "Bella Tuscany", "Tic's (mostly Christian) Christmas 2000", "Miracles" by Kenny G, and many other wonderful pieces of music. I get lots of sleep - between 10-11 hours each night! I told Rolly last night that I am getting spoiled! My dear husband's response was predictable - he said "GOOD!" I know I must be getting better because I'm really getting antsy to SHOP - especially with Christmas just around the corner! Well, I mostly wanted to tell you all the good news. Thank the Lord with me and sing praises to His name for His mighty acts! What an awesome Shelter we have in God - He is our Fortress, our Rock, our Salvation!!! Truly that tiny babe in Bethlehem many years ago is our Saviour - Christ the Lord! Update posted on February 7, 2005 Dearest Friend ~ Silence is not always "golden" is it - especially when you are waiting for news! It can make time seem even longer, give space for fears to arise, questions multiply - on and on it goes. Let me put your heart at ease - I FEEL BETTER AND BETTER! I keep saying God is good - the reality of this is amazing. GOD IS GOOD! Every day I can see and feel His goodness. Here are some of the GOOD things: Daily I am encouraged by family & friends - through a letter, a card, a phone call, an email even after all these months I have not been sick (throwing up, nauseated, nagging headaches or pain, etc.) one single day during this entire journey to date I have enjoyed the comfort and surroundings of my own cozy home I have had the privilege of having Rolly or one of my two sisters keep me company & prepare meals for me nearly every day God has protected me from any other "germs" even when family have been ill My weight is stable, my appetite good, and my energy level continues to increase God takes away any fear and gives me His peace daily - Hallelujah! This list could go on and on. Suffice it to say - "Praise the Lord! Oh give thanks to the Lord, for He is good; For His lovingkindness is everylasting." Psalm 106:1 On the test results I received in mid-January, we had interesting news which put me on a very intense regimen of using the two pieces of equipment that I have been using for months. For the past three weeks I have spent four hours a day applying these treatments. It is very time intensive, but I have had no ill effects. I am currently waiting on new test results to track my progress. I am excited - as always - to see what my numbers are doing. I am encouraged by what I feel going on in my body! Good things - like increased stamina and energy. I am praising the Lord for His grace and mercy. As His children, we have the wonderful promise that "He will never desert us, nor will He ever forsake us." "The Lord is the One who holds my hand." Another GOOD thing - truly He is on this journey with me. Update posted on April 13, 2005 Dearest Friend ~ Where do I start? Actually, before you read any further, I want you to stop and read Psalm 116. This scripture echoes my feelings these days. God has "dealt bountifully" with us. Did you read it?!! Much has happened over the past weeks. I have kept up with my intense protocol on a daily basis. Using the equipment four hours a day has provided wonderful times of prayer and Bible reading. I have completed year end reports for Outside the Box and sent off the first quarter report. I love being able to tick off items on my "To Do" list! Rolly and I got to help plan a surprise birthday party for my older brother on April 1 - yep, April Fool's Day - in Washington. My other three siblings & sister-in-law flew in from California & Alaska and we totally surprised David! It was a precious time together over the weekend - lots of laughter, chatter and fun. Us "kids" hadn't been together for four years. Isn't God good! He always sprinkles life with many special moments and enjoyment. Well, this gets even better. I saw the gentleman I have been working with over the past 9 months personally on Wednesday, March 30. While in his office, we received the results of my most recent test. ALL the cancer numbers we have been tracking on read ZERO!!! Yes, you read that right - ZERO!!! We had prayed and asked the Lord that my numbers would be zero by the time I visited Washington again, because I wanted a face to face conversation about what life looks like after the zero mark! GOD IS GOOD! I keep telling you all that and IT IS TRUE! What an awesome answer to a specific prayer! I got to celebrate my zero mark with all my brothers & sisters in person! ISN"T GOD GOOD!!! You can bet the tears flowed - tears of rejoicing! I have been encouraged to continue my protocol over the next year as my body recovers from the damage of the cancer. I can use the equipment on a modified schedule and we are making plans for me to be back on the road with Rolly. My heart is very full. Tears of gratitude fill my eyes as I write to you. Praise the Lord with us dear friend! He has "dealt bountifully" with us! Praise His Name! A dear friend told me recently that she was sorry I had to go through this experience. I have to say that I have great joy in what God has done and is doing. I am not sorry. He continues to refine me and He has granted me additional days to serve Him. He has walked with me every step of the way and guided our steps from the outset. He is our "Emmanuel", our "Redeemer", our "Peace", our "Good Shepherd", our "Deliverer". Truly He is matchless in His grace. AMEN...................................Sandy Update posted on July 28, 2005 Hi Everyone - We just got back from seeing Roman – our nearly 18th month old grandson. His Mommy & Daddy were involved in a wedding last weekend, so Rolly and I went down to Ft. Wayne to hang out with him. These visits continue to be balm to my spirit. This Thursday (7/28) we head to Colorado for a youth event with Free Methodist churches. They are expecting around 3000 students! It is ALWAYS energizing to be around teenagers. I am grateful to the Lord for the energy and ability to be involved in this event. Earlier in July I was able to go to Dallas to help with JAMA – the wonderful Korean youth event that we have helped with over the past three years. My last saliva test showed my cancer virus numbers still being at zero, but I have developed issues with swelling and some discomfort. Tumors do go through this stage prior to their resolution. Since this is all uncharted territory for me, my mind questions at times, but I meditate on Hebrews 11:1 - "Faith is the assurance of things hoped for; the conviction of things not seen." I continue to feel good - have energy, good appetite, sleep well, etc. I follow my protocol faithfully - along with specific things to help resolve the tumors - and wait on the Lord for His continued direction and timing. He has faithfully led me every step of this journey and I KNOW He will continue to guide us. To be able to place our lives into the hands of such a trustworthy Savior is awesome! I really - REALLY - appreciate all those who pray for me and for healing. Thank you, thank you for holding me up before the throne of grace. I am humbled by your prayers and concern. I often sense the effect of your prayers in the form of continued strength, peace and perseverance. YOU are a rich blessing to me personally. Thank you! I will keep you informed of my progress. I'm looking forward to being on the road again with Rolly this fall. I have begun my artist liaison work for Youth Specialties and plan to be a part of the upcoming Dare 2 Share rehearsals in Colorado. I pray that each of you who visit this website to check on me will walk in God's incredible grace, love and joy today and each day. "Great is the Lord and greatly to be praised!" With Love & Gratitude to God and You............Sandy Update posted on October 19, 2005 Hello Dear Friend ~ Well, my emotions have gone on a roller coaster ride since I wrote last (7/28)! I did go to Colorado with Rolly to help with the International Youth Congress event and did a lot of airport runs between DIA and Colorado State University in Ft. Collins shuttling special guests. During that week I was deeply impressed by the Lord that I should go to WA to be tested again due to escalating symptoms I was experiencing. My sweet husband jumped on this immediately! I flew home August 6, flew to WA August 7, and was retested August 8. While there I received new saliva test results that were really UGLY. It was determined that I had a triple staph infection which had been hiding real cancer virus readings. When I walked in the office, one person made the comment “You look way better than your numbers say you should!” You know, this has been the case all along this journey. People keep saying “You are the best looking cancer patient I have ever seen.” I truly believe that God has supernaturally protected my body from being overwhelmed with disease. I have begun to recognize that a prayer Rolly prayed the moment we learned I had cancer has been at play daily. His first request of God was that no matter what happened, I would not suffer pain. Do you know that I have not had pain! Yes, I have had plenty of sensations & twinges, but never constant, aching, intolerable pain. God has graciously granted his petition! Aren’t you glad that we serve a God who has “ears that hear!” AMEN. This news, of course, has changed the landscape around our house again. Being on the road has been out of the question as I have a new intense protocol to follow with equipment to deal with the infections and cancer virus – up to 7 hours a day! I was deeply disappointed as I had thought I was on the edge of freedom. Now I am confined again with what seems to be a worse situation than originally! My most recent saliva test (10/10) shows that I also have a strep infection in my breast! Serious stuff to be sure. I’m doing very specific things to combat these infections & trusting in our God “who heals all your diseases.” AMEN. Scriptures that whirl in my head and help are: “God’s thoughts are not my thoughts, God’s ways are higher than my ways.” “God is for me” “He will send from heaven and help me” “God is love” “Be anxious for NOTHING, but in everything by prayer & supplication with THANKSGIVING let your requests be made known to God.” I could go on and on here! God’s Word is truly living – it speaks to us, guides us – oh this reminds me of another truth – “Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him and HE WILL MAKE YOUR PATHS STRAIGHT.” Did you get that – as I trust HE WILL LEAD/GUIDE/MAKE MY PATHS STRAIGHT. I can count on this. I can really sense God’s guidance and help. He says He “will never leave me nor forsake me.” HE HASN’T!! AMEN. My wonderful son Ryan has been God’s provision to cover my intended role on the road this year - particularly with the Dare 2 Share Revolution Tour. He participated in the first conference in Minneapolis October 7 & 8 and was an enormous help to them – ended up helping run graphics and even put together an animated opener for the entire tour – much more than his mamma could have done!!! I need to wrap this up, but want you to know that Rolly and I are traveling to WA on Saturday (10/22). I will be tested on Monday (10/24) at 10:00 AM to make sure I am on the best protocol possible. I will report the outcome in the near future. Most of all, please continue to pray that God will take all the infections out of my body and that complete healing will come soon…in His perfect timing! Soooo glad to be His…………….Sandy Update posted on December 22, 2005 Hello Dear Friends ~ The past 2 months in Sandy's fight for life have been swift, full, and changing every day. We have continued on the alternative treatment plan; however, recently, we found it necessary to contact our family doctor and that resulted in a 5 day stay for Sandy in a local hospital. After many tests on the infections that she was fighting and traditional tests for possible cancer locations, we made a mutual determination with the doctors that Sandy should come home. The findings were that Sandy has cancer in many parts of her body, and the best the for us to do is bring her to her home for rest, family time, and pain management. We continue to trust God that he knows what's best—His ways are often mysterious. We will keep this posting updated on a regular basis. The way you can help is to do the following things: 1) Continue to pray for Sandy's healing if God would will it 2) Pray for our entire family as we spend time with Sandy 3) Send a message through this website or email to rolly@rollyrichert.com 4) As God leads you, send items or letters to our home address with things in hand-written form. Rolly and Sandy Richert 16115 Burton Ct. Livonia, MI 48154 As is posted on the home page, click HERE to listen to a voice message from Rolly to all of you, recorded today on 12-22-05. ~ Rolly, Sandy, Lesa, and Ryan Update posted on December 27, 2005 My heart aches to bring you the following message. Thank You for your ongoing prayers on our behalf. I am sad to tell you the following developments but continue to trust God through the fire and water of life. I brought Sandy home from a five-day stay in the hospital on December 22, 2005. Bringing Sandy home was a response to the conclusions of several medical Doctors and a final Cat-Scan of Sandy’s upper body and head. It appears that the recent apparent infections with which she has been dealing were actually of minimal impact to her overall health as compared the other more dominant issue. The final tests have determined that Sandy has a massive attack of cancer throughout her body, in her organs, bones and brain. This of course is a shock and within 36 hours after bringing her home we found it necessary to engage the services of a local Hospice. As far a man’s ability is concerned, Sandy is terminally ill and has a very very short time left on this earth. Of course we always know that God could miraculously raise her up if He would choose, however, the realities of her condition require us to respond and care for her accordingly. Right now (5am, December 27, 2005) Sandy is lying, resting in a bed beside me in our home and we have most of her pain under control. Pain experience and management have been a major part of our lives for the past six weeks. It is so comforting to know that she rests well now and soon will be dancing in the streets of heaven. We will keep you posted as God wills His work. Saddened by today’s experiences and expectant of eternity…….. Rolly for Sandy! p.s. Someone will keep you posted as circumstances change. Update posted on January 2, 2006 Thank you everyone for your outpouring of cards, notes, prayers, calls, food, visits, love and many other tangibles and intangibles. God’s Grace is still the greatest sustainer but the Body of Christ’s care is a significant part of how His Grace is dispensed. Sandy is continuing in this life, for the moment, but her body is definitely getting ready for the end. As you can hear on my voice message, Sandy told me yesterday that she got her address for heaven…..it is a number “but you do not need a street name”. Our immediate family was here together last night and Sandy suddenly announced that she wanted us all around her bed. She began to speak clearly and excitedly, which she had not done for weeks and told us all by name how much she loved us. Then she requested three songs to be sung, cracked a couple of jokes and said she needed to go back to sleep. Wow, the tears were flowing and we were in shock, but what a great surprise. What an awesome blessing……….of miracle proportion. We will keep you posted about details as soon as God takes her home. Rolly, for all the Family and Outside the Box Click HERE to listen to a voice message from Rolly. Update posted on January 8, 2006 My dear friends: Last night, at 8:10 PM, Sandy went home to heaven to spend eternity with her Savior. Thank you so much for the many prayers – her last 30 hours were completely peaceful and I was there by her side when she took her last breath. Praise the Lord for this gift. The details of the visitation and memorial service are listed below. In addition, our website (rollyrichert.com) will be updated tonight with all of these details plus a recent picture. Your prayers, notes and calls have been great sustenance during this extraordinary time. ~ Rolly, and all the family Listen to a message from Rolly (recorded on Jan. 8, 2006) Visitation Hours at the funeral home: Tuesday, January 10, 2006 5:00 – 9:00 PM Wednesday, January 11, 2006 12:00 – 5:00 PM 7:00 – 9:00 PM Location of the Visitation: RG and GR Harris Funeral Home 15451 Farmington Road Livonia, MI 48154 (734) 422-6720 Click here for map and directions to the funeral home Memorial Service for Sandy Thursday, January 12th, 7:00 PM There will be a fellowship time following the service. Location of the Memorial Service: Ward Evangelical Presbyterian Church 40000 Six Mile Rd, Northville, Michigan 48168 Phone: 248.374.7400 Click here for a map to Ward. Sandy’s FOREVER Fund A special fund has been set up in order to continue Sandy’s passions in ministry. You can find out more information about the fund and ways to contribute on the website, rollyrichert.com. Update posted on January 19, 2006 Listen to an updated voice message from Rolly. Our familiy stands in awe of you, our friends and supporters. Thank you for your prayers, letters, emails, gifts, time, food, love and encouragement. It is a great blessing, beyond words, to have you in our lives. Enjoy reading The Walk to Heaven, a poem written for Sandy by Greg Stier. The Walk to Heaven The shining light of glorious dawn Not earth or sky but vast beyond Celestial shores and glassy seas The joys of heaven await for me. My feet upon the sandy shore No pain just joy forevermore I make my way to golden streets My feet move fast, my heart it beats. From where I am I see the city Gold and jewels and all things pretty I see the brilliant throne of Christ Empty and brilliant, like golden ice. I am coming closer now I hear the songs of angel crowds The light is bright on my brand new eyes And booming sounds by songs disguised. It sounds like thunder from above Mixed with heavenly shouts of joy and love. What is this crescendo in my ears? Is this something that I should fear? I push my way past pearly gates With no idea of what awaits. And once I do the sound explodes It hurts my ears and shocks my soul. The crowds of heaven stand in applause, Angelic beings and saints of God. They clap and cheer and yell for me As I walk in awe down crowded streets. Who am I to deserve what I see? My life was quiet anonymity. But as I walk through cheering crowd The reasons start to get real loud. One by one they kiss my hand Thousands I’d touched by acts not grand, But tiny deeds of love sincere Cold cups of water and listening ears. Tears burst and fill my brand new eyes |